Growing

Why can I never find time to do everything I want to do. This is supposed to be my outlet. My escape to get what's in my head out. What a months it's been. I wanted to at least be writing once a week, but how time get so mushed together. 

I will say. I did do the one thing I wanted to do the most. I got a job doing something I believe I will truly enjoy. I stepped down from a job that I felt was draining me and no matter how hard it was, I believe it was the right move to make. A job that deserves its own blog post. A job that has endless stories behind it! As I get to make this transition I know I will only grow more from here. I am at a point that I need to take back control of my life and stop letting it control me. 

As people I feel as though sometimes some of us get lost in the mix of too many things and it takes a moment to reconfigure things to how they should be. There is nothing wrong with this! It can be a struggle while going through the confusion and clouds but once out it feels all worth it. I've been through this a few times in life and I feel like each time I am grateful for who I turn out to be on the other side. 

While I enter into this new phase of my life, I make the promise to myself that I will allow myself time to do the things I enjoy. Even if I have to schedule the time in my planner, I will make time for me. If I don't make the time who will? Who else will make sure that I am living? If not me, no one will.  This post for example. I was feeling so many emotions today and just opening up my laptop and writing has helped. Has calmed my nerves. My ability to get my thoughts and creatives on paper or a screen I guess, only has helped me gain clarity and give me an ease I sometimes forget I need. 

Always do what makes you feel good and don't forget to find time for yourself!